So today has been an interesting day. I went in for an Ultra Sound. Before anyone gets excited... I am not pregnant. Getting an ultrasound done is not fun. I never thought they would be painful... but they push hard with the ultrasound wand thing. Plus I had a full bladder and thought for sure I was going to pee on the table. Luckily I survived. I wish I could have deciphered what I was seeing on the screen. The Ultrasound tech didn't seem to want to explain much. So I guess I have to wait until Monday for my results. I hate waiting. Especially knowing that these results will tell me whether I will be going in for a D&C next week or not.
Anyways... I feel like my health is going down the drains. I feel like I turned 25 and my body just started falling apart. It really sucks and makes me want to cry. I hate feeling unhealthy. I just hope they can make things stop and get better. I am anemic and really feeling it. I have no energy. Carrying a load of laundry from one room to the next about makes me pass out from exhaustion. Walking too fast (like in walmart trying to race thru and get my shopping done so I can get out of there) makes me feel like passing out as well. I just hate it! I have never been super healthy before... but I have also never felt so unhealthy before. I just want my health back!
Anyways... just needed a little venting session. I am hoping things get better for me and soon. I don't know how much longer I can stand feeling this way.
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