Feeling a bit down today..

I am starting to really struggle on this diet. It was all fine and dandy when I started out and I was dropping between 2-4 lbs a day. I was in heaven. Even losing 1 lb a day wasn't too bad. Now I am stalling. I know it is in part because I am experimenting trying to find foods I can stomach. I think I decided that cottage cheese for lunch and dinner is not a good idea. I only lost 0.2 lbs doing that. I have also decided that eggs seem to work well for me... they just don't taste that great. So I guess my slowed down weight loss is because of experimenting and figuring myself house. It is just frustrating.

Last night was my sisters birthday. Mike and I went over for cake and ice cream... no worries, I didn't eat any. I just sat in the corner and watched everyone else eat. So then to stand on the scale this morning and only lose 0.2 makes me feel like I should have just indulged last night. Ugh! Anyways... I just needed to vent. I am hoping I can get myself figured out soon so I can get back into some serious weight loss. I don't want to torture myself for 40 days on this diet only to lose 10 lbs in the end!