I have recently started reflecting on my life today versus
10 years ago. My life is so completely different. In fact, I am not entirely
convinced it was me that lived that earlier life, or that I am even the same
person. It’s almost like looking back on the memories and being so disconnected
from them that it is like watching someone else’s life.
I am happy. I look at what I have and I feel so blessed. I
have the most incredible husband who treats me better than I probably deserve.
I am lucky enough to have my dad’s first car in the form a nicely restored
mustang. I have a decent house, I have the best pets ever, and I have a great
job. I also was able to purchase not a brand new vehicle… but a really nice
used vehicle that I LOVE! Even though we have not had any luck with the baby
thing…. I have been able to take time to better myself. I am still enrolled in
school and loving it! I really like knowing that I am focusing on me for now
and bettering myself. I am sure we will try for a baby again sometime… but for
the time being, I am happy working on bettering me.
Essentially I am just feeling very lucky lately. I am in awe
of how my life has changed in such a positive way. Sometimes I wonder what I
did to deserve so much, but I am not complaining haha. So yeah… life is good!


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